Something of Here and There
my math lecturer's been admitted to hospital for dengue!!!!!!! =( =( =( =( =( =( =( i'm so sad~~ ohh but we had loads of fun visiting him XD i hope he feels the same =S anyways the story is like this:
i heard from heinz that he got dengue fever in the morning in library~ so shwu wei and i sent him a msg just to send regards~ was kinda disappointed when heinz said the A group ppl were gonna visit him after class coz i couldnt follow~ but God's happy today, so He made me smile =) i received a msg from terri during chemistry, informing us that our lit class was cancelled!!! ^^ haha first time having to end college at 12nn but time was spent in hospital lol~! so yeah, i followed them to visit poor mr noel (thanx babes~!! you guys are the coolest! ^^) and GOD! i laughed til my face hurt and my stomach pain XD they're seriously a bunch of jokers XD i mean, in a good way of course ^^ the funniest part would be the joke-came-true by andrew who actually told the nurse that he's noel chia's brother, andrew chia, and kervindran as his younger brother, MACH(I)A~!!! and zac recorded the whole scene down!!! XD must get from him LOL~! anyways we kinda went there, buat bising and all~ seemed like he's fine, so.. yeah hope he gets well soon @.@ we left at 3+ and i reached home by 4.30pm~ was kinda happy coz i laughed damn lot, he looked better, and 1st time after the start of my last sem that i reached home before 6pm!!!! XD being happy for tiniest things ^^' anyways, his gf gave me the suzy-feel, non-smiling =( blah~! dont gossip bout ppl here!
haih seems like ppl around me are falling sick one by one... please do take care, everyone!!!! weather's been pretty bad lately, i know... but we're malaysians! i know we can all survive this!!! *usss!*
ahhh i have so many pictures i've yet to upload!!! please remind myself >.<
hmm what else huh?.... am kinda tired due to busy days every week, busy week every month XD but its only <7 weeks more.. i'll really miss the college peeps =(
oh one funny thing. the oh-so-important-to me guy, turns out to be someone else that i've never expected before~ been "stalking" an unknown for so long LOL but i still like seeing him so what the heck XD
mum and i are still not really talking. she knows, i know. been really nice to me lately but i'm still not in any mood to be her manja girl yet~ is this the sign of me growing up? when we stop turning to our parents, is when we stand alone, walk alone, away from them. i dont know. i do feel like crying sometimes. nowadays i spend my mornings alone at subway near my college. really hurts. and those promises we made seem vanished into thin air. things we promised to do together, go together, eat together. am i shutting myself out, or because i'm growing up, things shut themselves at me? maybe most of ppl would urge me to talk to my mum again. letting my pride down? its not about pride anyway. i dont know, again. growing up is challenging, yet scary.
how do i tell my cousin that i have no time for a boyfriend? excuse me i'm not a lesbian lah! XD must study..
i'm so tired! stress is leading me to depression, i think. teach me how to pause the moving world. i want to fall down and go on coma for a year. >D
i need a fucking new earphones again! fuck! can anyone recommend me one that can last for >1yr???? i dont see any faults in my way of using!!! dumbfuck -.- i think i'm scolding myself =.=''' i NEED a lasting ear/headphones!!!!!!
my baby's been more aggresive lately.. what's happening to him? mum told me that day she saw him sleeping on the couch, slept too much til he DROPPED from the couch to the ground, and yet he was STILL sleeping... =.= oh and he's getting fatter~ his butt's bigger heheheh ^^ no matter no many times he snaps on me, i still love him so much. yes, he's mine til the end of his life :p
i think sis has her another 50% scholarship cancelled. fuck help. i hope they manage this better and give back my sis what she deserves. fucked up management. luckily i'm not planning to further my studies there HMPH!
heinz and i pk on sunday XD in town due to raining XD malas wanna describe further, please visit kervin's blog for more info LOL
ohh i just had my first jump in fighter's club!!! =D so happy with myself although i know i didnt help much LOL but yes, we finally won that woman =)
hmm i kinda forget what i wanna write... XD okay continue next time hehe~
i think i need to study chemistry now.. he looked so cute today haha~ i miss him~ haihz~ stupid stupid~
i heard from heinz that he got dengue fever in the morning in library~ so shwu wei and i sent him a msg just to send regards~ was kinda disappointed when heinz said the A group ppl were gonna visit him after class coz i couldnt follow~ but God's happy today, so He made me smile =) i received a msg from terri during chemistry, informing us that our lit class was cancelled!!! ^^ haha first time having to end college at 12nn but time was spent in hospital lol~! so yeah, i followed them to visit poor mr noel (thanx babes~!! you guys are the coolest! ^^) and GOD! i laughed til my face hurt and my stomach pain XD they're seriously a bunch of jokers XD i mean, in a good way of course ^^ the funniest part would be the joke-came-true by andrew who actually told the nurse that he's noel chia's brother, andrew chia, and kervindran as his younger brother, MACH(I)A~!!! and zac recorded the whole scene down!!! XD must get from him LOL~! anyways we kinda went there, buat bising and all~ seemed like he's fine, so.. yeah hope he gets well soon @.@ we left at 3+ and i reached home by 4.30pm~ was kinda happy coz i laughed damn lot, he looked better, and 1st time after the start of my last sem that i reached home before 6pm!!!! XD being happy for tiniest things ^^' anyways, his gf gave me the suzy-feel, non-smiling =( blah~! dont gossip bout ppl here!
haih seems like ppl around me are falling sick one by one... please do take care, everyone!!!! weather's been pretty bad lately, i know... but we're malaysians! i know we can all survive this!!! *usss!*
ahhh i have so many pictures i've yet to upload!!! please remind myself >.<
hmm what else huh?.... am kinda tired due to busy days every week, busy week every month XD but its only <7 weeks more.. i'll really miss the college peeps =(
oh one funny thing. the oh-so-important-to me guy, turns out to be someone else that i've never expected before~ been "stalking" an unknown for so long LOL but i still like seeing him so what the heck XD
mum and i are still not really talking. she knows, i know. been really nice to me lately but i'm still not in any mood to be her manja girl yet~ is this the sign of me growing up? when we stop turning to our parents, is when we stand alone, walk alone, away from them. i dont know. i do feel like crying sometimes. nowadays i spend my mornings alone at subway near my college. really hurts. and those promises we made seem vanished into thin air. things we promised to do together, go together, eat together. am i shutting myself out, or because i'm growing up, things shut themselves at me? maybe most of ppl would urge me to talk to my mum again. letting my pride down? its not about pride anyway. i dont know, again. growing up is challenging, yet scary.
how do i tell my cousin that i have no time for a boyfriend? excuse me i'm not a lesbian lah! XD must study..
i'm so tired! stress is leading me to depression, i think. teach me how to pause the moving world. i want to fall down and go on coma for a year. >D
i need a fucking new earphones again! fuck! can anyone recommend me one that can last for >1yr???? i dont see any faults in my way of using!!! dumbfuck -.- i think i'm scolding myself =.=''' i NEED a lasting ear/headphones!!!!!!
my baby's been more aggresive lately.. what's happening to him? mum told me that day she saw him sleeping on the couch, slept too much til he DROPPED from the couch to the ground, and yet he was STILL sleeping... =.= oh and he's getting fatter~ his butt's bigger heheheh ^^ no matter no many times he snaps on me, i still love him so much. yes, he's mine til the end of his life :p
i think sis has her another 50% scholarship cancelled. fuck help. i hope they manage this better and give back my sis what she deserves. fucked up management. luckily i'm not planning to further my studies there HMPH!
heinz and i pk on sunday XD in town due to raining XD malas wanna describe further, please visit kervin's blog for more info LOL
ohh i just had my first jump in fighter's club!!! =D so happy with myself although i know i didnt help much LOL but yes, we finally won that woman =)
hmm i kinda forget what i wanna write... XD okay continue next time hehe~
i think i need to study chemistry now.. he looked so cute today haha~ i miss him~ haihz~ stupid stupid~