Let's end the monotony.
I don't make good journal entries anymore. I just don't.
So here goes. First I need to post some good lyrics, so here we go. You might wanna download the song too.
song: Ghostchant
band: Poison The Well
Sever your relation to those who are dependent on
Breathing the obvious in it only turns your lips blue.
Turns your lips blue.
Unfastens inspiration from your throat.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times do I have to turn the switch
To warn you about ..
Jumping in the back of the cars. [x3]
They cut the tendon so you'd be to wasted to hold it all.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times have you woken up in a strangers arms
covered in the gasoline as they hover above you
with the match they ignite. [x2]
And I started First Responder Medic class today. Not to sound conceited or anything, but the material is just too easy. I went to sleep and woke up to take the quiz. Made a 100, it's really novice first responder stuff that we covered like six months ago. Talked to Chief Crowell, we talked about the patch I'd get, about my status as being hired. He still speaks in indefinites. My hopes, as always, aren't up. Prove me wrong.
My friend of eight years, Neil, has fallen on hard times. He used drugs incessantly a year ago. He was a big-time dealer too. He saw like $25,000 a month, business was that good. He blew it all on more drugs for himself and his inner circle of friends, of course. Well, he fucked up, and yeah, he went to jail. He's been out for seven months and looking for a job. I've been trying to get him a job at Wal-Mart, but he has a felony offense on his record, so it is really, really hard.
I told them to quit leading us on. To give us a definite answer so he can look elsewhere or whatever. Neil has a week to get a job or he'll be shipped to a halfway house in parts unknown to him. Neil's girlfriend used to be a heavy user, and she claimed to stop. Well this past weekend she started using again and cheated on Neil with two guys. What a stab to the heart.
So I've been laying a lot on the line to help him. Taking time off work to drive him to various places to get applications. I hope something shines through. He has put in apps consistantly for the whole seven months, but the felony offense is a HUGE blemish.
Anyway, lesson learned. Next time I think my life sucks, I'm going to look at Neil's life. But he can nly go up now.
I'm not sick any more. I got close to ten hours of sleep last night with the assistance of nyquil, I think that helped.
Tony got his license. Congratulations! I don't know that I ever really said that aloud. I will.
Andy celebrated his 17th birthday sunday. He's consistantly been my best friend for many years. I wish only the best for him.
Kyle's been in an emotional slump much like I was. Things are looking up. He owned his calculus test today. Good job Kyle.
Chris (Fourth, not iownfgts) met Julie again over the thanksgiving holidays. Things went beautifully, and they're deeply involved. I wish them good fortune as well. They have something rare, from what I read.
Chris (iownfgts) got the number of a Hooter's waitress and it wasn't fake. Good job. And things are looking better for him. In regard to Clayton Co. Fire, yeah, expect stuff like that to happen a lot. =/
Anthony went out to Cali for the holidays. From what I read it was an overall good experience except the arguements w/ Rachel on the phone and the grandma incident.
Stacy met Brandon. I envy them. Enough said.
Krista is nearing her internship.
So things are getting better all the time, it seems. Except the fact that I don't talk so much on AIM, but I'm out of that stint now.
Back to talking, writing, reading, and downloading music, hopefully. FFXI eats my life, all of it. I hate that.
Mm, I'll make a cut for some pics.
Your generic camwhore picture.
The rare smile.
Emo!
The hard stare,
The colors on my cam keep fucking up at random intervals. I hate it. I need to find my digicam and start using it again.
So I covered everything. Lyrics? Check. Rundown of my life? Check. Shout-outs? Check. Camwhore pics? Check.
Ok then, good night.
So here goes. First I need to post some good lyrics, so here we go. You might wanna download the song too.
song: Ghostchant
band: Poison The Well
Sever your relation to those who are dependent on
Breathing the obvious in it only turns your lips blue.
Turns your lips blue.
Unfastens inspiration from your throat.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times do I have to turn the switch
To warn you about ..
Jumping in the back of the cars. [x3]
They cut the tendon so you'd be to wasted to hold it all.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times have you woken up in a strangers arms
covered in the gasoline as they hover above you
with the match they ignite. [x2]
And I started First Responder Medic class today. Not to sound conceited or anything, but the material is just too easy. I went to sleep and woke up to take the quiz. Made a 100, it's really novice first responder stuff that we covered like six months ago. Talked to Chief Crowell, we talked about the patch I'd get, about my status as being hired. He still speaks in indefinites. My hopes, as always, aren't up. Prove me wrong.
My friend of eight years, Neil, has fallen on hard times. He used drugs incessantly a year ago. He was a big-time dealer too. He saw like $25,000 a month, business was that good. He blew it all on more drugs for himself and his inner circle of friends, of course. Well, he fucked up, and yeah, he went to jail. He's been out for seven months and looking for a job. I've been trying to get him a job at Wal-Mart, but he has a felony offense on his record, so it is really, really hard.
I told them to quit leading us on. To give us a definite answer so he can look elsewhere or whatever. Neil has a week to get a job or he'll be shipped to a halfway house in parts unknown to him. Neil's girlfriend used to be a heavy user, and she claimed to stop. Well this past weekend she started using again and cheated on Neil with two guys. What a stab to the heart.
So I've been laying a lot on the line to help him. Taking time off work to drive him to various places to get applications. I hope something shines through. He has put in apps consistantly for the whole seven months, but the felony offense is a HUGE blemish.
Anyway, lesson learned. Next time I think my life sucks, I'm going to look at Neil's life. But he can nly go up now.
I'm not sick any more. I got close to ten hours of sleep last night with the assistance of nyquil, I think that helped.
Tony got his license. Congratulations! I don't know that I ever really said that aloud. I will.
Andy celebrated his 17th birthday sunday. He's consistantly been my best friend for many years. I wish only the best for him.
Kyle's been in an emotional slump much like I was. Things are looking up. He owned his calculus test today. Good job Kyle.
Chris (Fourth, not iownfgts) met Julie again over the thanksgiving holidays. Things went beautifully, and they're deeply involved. I wish them good fortune as well. They have something rare, from what I read.
Chris (iownfgts) got the number of a Hooter's waitress and it wasn't fake. Good job. And things are looking better for him. In regard to Clayton Co. Fire, yeah, expect stuff like that to happen a lot. =/
Anthony went out to Cali for the holidays. From what I read it was an overall good experience except the arguements w/ Rachel on the phone and the grandma incident.
Stacy met Brandon. I envy them. Enough said.
Krista is nearing her internship.
So things are getting better all the time, it seems. Except the fact that I don't talk so much on AIM, but I'm out of that stint now.
Back to talking, writing, reading, and downloading music, hopefully. FFXI eats my life, all of it. I hate that.
Mm, I'll make a cut for some pics.
Your generic camwhore picture.
The rare smile.
Emo!
The hard stare,
The colors on my cam keep fucking up at random intervals. I hate it. I need to find my digicam and start using it again.
So I covered everything. Lyrics? Check. Rundown of my life? Check. Shout-outs? Check. Camwhore pics? Check.
Ok then, good night.