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im bored at work right now and by that i mean i dont feel like doing any work. my whole world right now is so confusing, and i know i have a lot of friends that are there for me but i feel so alone. the frustrating thing is that i know that i shouldnt and i need to take control of my life and my feelings. i know what i should do and what i need to do but acting on them is a completely different matter. i dont want to, and its leaving me tired and frustrated