So this morning I woke up feeling like I was high on codeine.
You know, that sort of feeling where you just feel like throwing up your arms and shouting out 'wheeeeeee!' for no reason in particular.
Last night was not a good night, I was rather depressed after evening plans fell through leaving me stuck in my room freshly showered and ready to go out. I went to bed in a awkward mood of self doubt and began going over things in my mind. Falling into that whole thinking to much routine that I know so well.
Then this morning was something else entirely.
I woke up and had what some might call a vision, though it was neither a religious or mystical experience. For the first time I had a clear image of where I want to be after graduation, suddenly everything started coming together. Now this is something I've been struggling with lately and is also something that I've refrained from taking any decisive action on.
I'm not saying that what I saw is the way it's going to work out, it's merely something to work towards.
A direction to take whereas before I was stuck at a fork in the road.
Last night was not a good night, I was rather depressed after evening plans fell through leaving me stuck in my room freshly showered and ready to go out. I went to bed in a awkward mood of self doubt and began going over things in my mind. Falling into that whole thinking to much routine that I know so well.
Then this morning was something else entirely.
I woke up and had what some might call a vision, though it was neither a religious or mystical experience. For the first time I had a clear image of where I want to be after graduation, suddenly everything started coming together. Now this is something I've been struggling with lately and is also something that I've refrained from taking any decisive action on.
I'm not saying that what I saw is the way it's going to work out, it's merely something to work towards.
A direction to take whereas before I was stuck at a fork in the road.