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Anyway - so I'm in one of those collapsible moods.
All the signs point to "wrong."
It's weird. I just keep thinking about how bad friendships & relationships have changed me.
But hell, we all have them and are all at fault.
I just keep thinking "well shit.. no one wants to be hurt anymore really."
ALSO; a lot of very weird & intense dreams are driving me off the edge.They seem to be saying "wrong" and sometimes say "right."
And sometimes I'm around people and in situations that are to be "wrong" but they feel right... at the time... then you're all alone and reflective and thinking "...well shit..."
Most of the time it's just pure laughter. I laugh at a lot of things.
That is because I have been re reading The Praise of Folly this last two weeks. I've read it twice this month already. To me, that is funny. It's a great book for us fools.
And I am obsessed with social quirks now. With everyones. They are amazing.
And hands will not leave me alone. Seems as though I see those before looking into someones eyes these days!
It's like I'm constantly being ATTACKED by them while constantly finding hilarity in human interaction.
I am going to buy a new computer soon and a tape recorder. And that is the end of that... Been at work for 10 hours.
....merh....
All the signs point to "wrong."
It's weird. I just keep thinking about how bad friendships & relationships have changed me.
But hell, we all have them and are all at fault.
I just keep thinking "well shit.. no one wants to be hurt anymore really."
ALSO; a lot of very weird & intense dreams are driving me off the edge.They seem to be saying "wrong" and sometimes say "right."
And sometimes I'm around people and in situations that are to be "wrong" but they feel right... at the time... then you're all alone and reflective and thinking "...well shit..."
Most of the time it's just pure laughter. I laugh at a lot of things.
That is because I have been re reading The Praise of Folly this last two weeks. I've read it twice this month already. To me, that is funny. It's a great book for us fools.
And I am obsessed with social quirks now. With everyones. They are amazing.
And hands will not leave me alone. Seems as though I see those before looking into someones eyes these days!
It's like I'm constantly being ATTACKED by them while constantly finding hilarity in human interaction.
I am going to buy a new computer soon and a tape recorder. And that is the end of that... Been at work for 10 hours.
....merh....