Contrarian.
I live my life in full opposition. I go against a grain I cannot see.

Loneliness.
To have no one else to rely on is my nature. It is all that I know.

I am The Other.
It's who I am, it's who I've always been. To be one of many, to fit in, seems unreal.

This is me:
Outsider.
Contrarian.
Alone.

To sleep with someone. To turn off the lights with someone in your bed, to cuddle, and then to wake up with them still in your bed ( Read more... )

Feelin' run down. Actually *beat* down would be more descriptive ( Read more... )

horny.
lonely.
stagnated.

hours of okcupid, craigslist and "bear citi" haven't helped any.

i need to plan my 4th weeks better than this...