Nov 12, 2004 01:14
as if my life couldn't get any worse....
- My computer crashed
- I lost EVERYTHING
- There is no way I can retrieve any of my lost work
- all of my grad school work and research was on my computer
- my first application is due december 1
- my bow is being repaired in studio city
- I have 8 more performances of the musical left
- I have been in rehearsal every single night since saturday for the musical for at least 3-4 hours every night
- my computer crashed
- I do not have any of my pieces ready for my auditions for grad school
- I have no time to deal with sorority elections
- people are mad at me because i haven't done stuff
- I have no time to do stuff
- my computer crashed
- I lost EVERYTHING
- I feel hopeless
- my computer crashed
- I am overwhelmed
If I had time to cry, I would... but right now I don't even know what to do so crying is not the solution. Life just sucks right now. I just want it all to end.... I think I'm turning into an alcoholic.... in order to relax before going into the pit with Sara Banta for the musical, I think I have had at least 1 or 2 drinks... hm...
can not wait for the "Get Janice drunk" party.... should be coming up in a couple weeks.....
I do not enjoy this feeling of helplessness. I wish things were back in control again...