#114 [Filtered from Known Enemies]
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I had a feeling...Rosette wouldn't want to get married anymore. Not after everything that happened to her in her time.
Part of me wishes her reason wasn't me and my feelings. Or at least, that's what it seems like. Married or not, I'm going to love her for as long as I live. I don't think there's going to be any moving on after she's dead. Not that I think she meant that, but...I don't...really know how getting married to her will change how I cope with her death. I guess it's important to me because I want some sort of symbol that shows how I feel about her, some way to show how devoted I really am to her. Even if I'm only a demon.
But...at the same time...demons don't really get married, anyway. That'd be a human thing. She's already my contractor, I'm already loyal to her. She's my partner in everything. Maybe that really is enough.
I expected it anyway. The fact that she remembers everything we shared here and still loves me...that's more than I could ask for it general.
But it's too bad. I was looking forward to seeing how she'd look in a pretty gown like brides normally wear.
And now Mary's gone too...I wish I had paid a little more attention to her before she was taken away again. I spent so much time doting on Rosette that I almost didn't notice she was gone. I'm sure she was happy for me, but...mm. I really need to try to be sure I don't ignore everyone else for Rosette.
...Now to figure out what I'm going to do with that darn cake and those 529 candles.
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Tsubaki, thanks for joining us for dinner last night. I had a really wonderful time.
Um...just so everyone knows, Mary's left the City. I saw her portrait in the Hall of the Missing today. ...I'm sure she's gone back to a good place, so she'll be okay.
((OOC: Chrono's had a bit of a weird up-and-down day emotionally today, as well as yesterday, so he's probably seeming a little 'off'. If your character knows Chrono well, please feel free to have them pick up on it!))
I had a feeling...Rosette wouldn't want to get married anymore. Not after everything that happened to her in her time.
Part of me wishes her reason wasn't me and my feelings. Or at least, that's what it seems like. Married or not, I'm going to love her for as long as I live. I don't think there's going to be any moving on after she's dead. Not that I think she meant that, but...I don't...really know how getting married to her will change how I cope with her death. I guess it's important to me because I want some sort of symbol that shows how I feel about her, some way to show how devoted I really am to her. Even if I'm only a demon.
But...at the same time...demons don't really get married, anyway. That'd be a human thing. She's already my contractor, I'm already loyal to her. She's my partner in everything. Maybe that really is enough.
I expected it anyway. The fact that she remembers everything we shared here and still loves me...that's more than I could ask for it general.
But it's too bad. I was looking forward to seeing how she'd look in a pretty gown like brides normally wear.
And now Mary's gone too...I wish I had paid a little more attention to her before she was taken away again. I spent so much time doting on Rosette that I almost didn't notice she was gone. I'm sure she was happy for me, but...mm. I really need to try to be sure I don't ignore everyone else for Rosette.
...Now to figure out what I'm going to do with that darn cake and those 529 candles.
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Tsubaki, thanks for joining us for dinner last night. I had a really wonderful time.
Um...just so everyone knows, Mary's left the City. I saw her portrait in the Hall of the Missing today. ...I'm sure she's gone back to a good place, so she'll be okay.
((OOC: Chrono's had a bit of a weird up-and-down day emotionally today, as well as yesterday, so he's probably seeming a little 'off'. If your character knows Chrono well, please feel free to have them pick up on it!))