The Situation.
The Beginning
It would be almost impossible to be unaware of the drama that's been going on lately.
To this point, I've tried to stay out of it, but am now finding it impossible to do so.
Unlike other posts, this won't be a brief 'please stop the fighting', but rather the most complete dissection of the situation that I can muster.
In fact, this will ( Read more... )
It would be almost impossible to be unaware of the drama that's been going on lately.
To this point, I've tried to stay out of it, but am now finding it impossible to do so.
Unlike other posts, this won't be a brief 'please stop the fighting', but rather the most complete dissection of the situation that I can muster.
In fact, this will ( Read more... )
Some of the assumptions made here are ridiculous, possibly I should have written up my "version" of events, but I just wasnt interested in causing more problems, only thing that mattered to me was between paul and I.
I stuck with Jen that night yes. I didnt want any of that shit about the glutton thing blowing up as it wasnt fair to Benny and everyone would be wasted, I was also worried that Jen may have been ganged up on, so we stuck to ourselves and stayed out of trouble.
I did not, deliberately avoid anyone, if I was outside smoking, Em and Nay were in the pokie room, this was the first I saw of them and assumed they were avoiding us to not cause trouble, fair enough. I said hello to Nay when she was at the bar, basically got a grunt in return, when I asked Maz if anything was wrong, she just said that Nay was drunk, I left it at that.
I'm not going to pretend that the situation was not discussed that evening, I'm sure, by numerous parties, but to assume that as Jen and I were having a laugh at Em and Nay, just because we were laughing together, is unbelievable.
I did not want to go to Em's. However, it was Benny's party and he wanted us to come, we were advised it was "neurtal territory" and lets face it, we were all drugged up and not really thinking straigt. I got a phone handed to me and was requested to call Paul to let us in, I was advised that it was not a good idea, and that he wouldnt let us in. We left.
I later sent Paul a message, I felt bad that he was the one that got requested to deliver that message, apologised for him being put in that position, I recieved a message back stating that he was just the "messenger" and that he didnt mind doing that. I took this to mean he this was not his decision, and he had no qualms in hurting me. I sent back a message stating that Em should do her own "dirty work" if thast was the case, I recieved a not so nice reply. Later of course, I would find out that it was not a message from Em, but that Paul had made a judgement call, which, considering the situation was probably the correct one, however this was not explained to me.
I then received SMS messages from Em, which I wont go into here, Had the situation been explained properly to both herself and me, instead of just .. the accusations that flew from all sides, me included, I'm sure it would certainly have not gotten to this point.
I choose not to hang out with Em, nothing to do with her relationship with Paul, its a personal thing. I have always said hello and am curteous, as she is to me. I however, do not go out of my way to engage her, nor does she to me, we have existed quite fine on this level for a number of months. I certainly had issues to deal with when they first got together as I was used to hanging out with him so much, but Paul was happy in love, and as a friend, it would be better to not try to ruin that for him dont you think? I spoke very honestly to Em about what I was feeling, to her face I might add, and hell, I got over it. Just because I dont choose to hang out with her, does not mean that its purely because I'm jealous or some bullshit.
I've been really upset about this whole thing, fuck, I spent half of my birthday in tears and watching my phone to even get a "happy birthday" from Paul, I'm fucking devastated that this shit has come to this, and that I am now so heavily involved, when I started nothing.
If anyone, has a problem with something I've done, fucking talk to ME about it, I'm blamed for shit I never knew was going on because they wont talk to me, yet I have to read about it on someones livejournal or an SMS.
There its done.
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Fuck, why does my name keep coming up when I think I am one of the only people not to write about this in their journal?
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All I was doing was giving my side of events and how certain things seemed to me. Everyone else has made assumptions, all I was doing was showing how I reached mine.I've stayed away from this shit, but I have to defend myself against some of these accusations.. You'll note that Maz told me you were just drunk, so I left it, thats it!
I wasnt even involved in this thing until I a misunderstanding between paul and myself became public knowledge and blown out of proportion.
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