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[tendrevenganza]

I'm in a funk.
I haven't had a good night of sleep in over two years.
Two years is a very long time.
My brain is rebelling against...well, itself.
My body is suffering as a casualty.
I feel like this will never end, and it may not.
I've tried everything.
I never feel rested.
I never feel quite as happy as I'd like to.
I can be happy, just, I never feel

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i guess we both have the blues

[bumblyb]

i can't give you much comfort in the not sleeping well area unfortunately. i haven't slept well most of my life. you can give up and learn to get what rest you can or learn to be ok with the endless road of doctors and possible remedies. the biggest thing i had to learn as far as managing my physical and mental health issues was how to take charge and talk to doctors. how to do my own research and how to ask questions. can't be afraid to go to someone else and say this is what i need, this is what i think, this is what i already know. if that person doesn't respond in a way that seems willing to work well with you then you can't be afraid to tell them you're sorry, you have to go somewhere else, or try something else. but you have loads of spunk so somehow i imagine you don't really need to be told that and i just wasted a lot of space... heh

as far as shit and time and memories... i think i maybe have been thinking some similar thoughts. my only conclusion has been getting older hurts. i don't know what's so good about it. i'm not doing a good job.

i spose i'm going to give you a big hug next time i see you... i certainly can't cheer you up, but i can give you a hug :)