she's a reacher ( Read more... )

so, i started this post about three hours ago. there was a long huge story about what went down but this is all you need to know.
that "soulmate"?
yeah, she chose her boyfriend and completely ended things with me ( Read more... )

so now that i feel a little better, i'm beginning to wondering if i have bipolar disorder. it's hard to explain what led me to this conclusion, but i've been feeling like i have it (because i have quite a few symptoms) and i think that it's time to get tested. so i'm going to.
now it's just figuring out how i can pay for the eventual meds.
-sigh-

what are you supposed to do when the person who's your soulmate - the person who completes you in every way, shape and form - is also the one who makes you think that you will never be as good as her.
she doesn't do it intentionally but i hate myself when she's around. every part of me hates that i'll never be as pretty as her or as skinny as her ( Read more... )

so went to yahoo to check my email kyle keeps telling me to get a gmail but i'm lazyy and the new headline was of this video. i didn't watch it but the headline was "plus-sized model 'shocked' by photo change" so i was thinking of an actual plus sized model but this was the description: Crystal Renn is not happy about an image alteration that she ( Read more... )

i can't sleep ( Read more... )

it's happened.
i've abandoned my panic! otp for the cuteness that is spencer j smith.
this adorable little boy has converted me from strict otp-ness to reading anything that has to do with him.
it's that damn pretty face.
and probably that beard.i've discovered something about myself ( Read more... )

my wisdom tooth still hurts ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my graduation practice. they convinced me to show up with imitation egg and bacon and forced me to stay so i could lead my row ( Read more... )

i've sold my soul.
Here's the proof.
i needed a release that was just quick and simple, so I didn't end up spamming people's flists.
*points to icon*
that's all i've been doing lately.
(not looking artistically into camera)
crying.
because life is so painfully unfair and it's only getting rougher.