feeling hollow

[tempus_vernum]

I am thorougly convinced I spend too much time re-thinking every little aspect of my life. It becomes maddening at times. Cecause of this I often mind myself wondering if I actually feel any of what I think I feel, or is it all self-enduced delusion? I am fully aware of the irony of this cycle of self-disbelief due to overexamination of said

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[tana_dairyu]

Oh I'm sorry Zofia. -_-; If more than anything I wish I could be out there so I could at least be there and be the shoulder you lean on. I may not be good at helping with problems but I'm good at being there to listen when one needs to vent. I've had my friend Ashley do that plenty of times and she's always done better after words if not back to her old self.

I'm not sure how you came to think yourself abrasive or bitchy ((Personally I always thought I was the bitchy one of the lot of us. ^_^)) but then I've known you since we were little and so I guess I've only ever seen the caring and great friend you've always been.

In a way it's better that you don't put other's needs before your own, if that was one thing you always did far too much was that o_O but don't think by not giving something to others makes you a horrible person, for those of us who know you and have the pleasure of being your friend know differently.

I wish I could help you but right now all I can say is that you are one of the greatest friends I have ever known and I wouldn’t want you to be any different. ^_^

[tempus_vernum]

I am glad you think of me this way. It reassures me that I don't suck as much as I think I do sometimes.

love you vicky <3