And we'll both reach the sky...you and I...
For the past two days now, the weather has been very astonishing. I can finally breathe that nice, cool distinctive fresh air, breezing across my face and through my long curly hair..
It's been quite of a while since I have been on here.. I will continue to start using live journal again because...somehow I feel like it completes me a bit.. and I get closure every time I write in an entry. For a long time I thought I was alone but in the end I am not. I have my sisters, Mandy and Sammie, for me. Even though Sammie is living in Michigan now, I know she is always here for me no matter what. I'm not so sure if I even have a best friend or not. I haven't found anyone that can relate to my feelings of who I am. Jeff is the closest friend I have right now and even I can't call him my best friend. It's hard for him and I to develop a deep talk. We never really talk about each others serious problems and when I try to tell him, I feel like he doesn't really care... And I can't tell him any of this because I know if I do...he'll get his feelings hurt or he simply just won't care. He and I can hardly tell what the other is thinking... I seriously cannot help that I bawl things up.. I've been trying to learn to break that cycle...but it always fails and then I start to get really depressed. Anyways, I'm not trying to bring myself down.. I just feel like if I express my feelings on here, I can get some sort of closure... Now I must flee..
Farewell For Now
~Oscy/Kira
It's been quite of a while since I have been on here.. I will continue to start using live journal again because...somehow I feel like it completes me a bit.. and I get closure every time I write in an entry. For a long time I thought I was alone but in the end I am not. I have my sisters, Mandy and Sammie, for me. Even though Sammie is living in Michigan now, I know she is always here for me no matter what. I'm not so sure if I even have a best friend or not. I haven't found anyone that can relate to my feelings of who I am. Jeff is the closest friend I have right now and even I can't call him my best friend. It's hard for him and I to develop a deep talk. We never really talk about each others serious problems and when I try to tell him, I feel like he doesn't really care... And I can't tell him any of this because I know if I do...he'll get his feelings hurt or he simply just won't care. He and I can hardly tell what the other is thinking... I seriously cannot help that I bawl things up.. I've been trying to learn to break that cycle...but it always fails and then I start to get really depressed. Anyways, I'm not trying to bring myself down.. I just feel like if I express my feelings on here, I can get some sort of closure... Now I must flee..
Farewell For Now
~Oscy/Kira