I'll never understand........
At kenny's house and away from my family...running away like always....I always run away like a fucking coward and a lone wolf.....I can't control myself when confrontations happen at the household....when I try to talk things out and point out little faults..bad things happen...I get angry too fast and blow up then leave the house, with my mom calling my name, I just turn away by saying "Leave me alone you stupid bitch." I cause more pain to my sisters by flaring up and not being be able to control myself....I hate my mom......by why do I feel sorry for her......? I can't control my emotions anymore.....I'm sorry dear sisters...even though you guys probably don't care for my sorry but...I love you...and I never mean what I say when I'm angry.....this is all mom's fault....