I feel the wind hit my knees
as I sit here near the window
searching for the perfect song
to fit the mood I feel
and the need to speak out
but can't say a word
because everyone else is sound asleep
preparing for a days work
of papers and brooms
heavy sighs and attitude
I wonder if time will ever change me
if i'll ever lose interest
stop feeling guilty
or the ( Read more... )

Stretch out my hands and place them on yours
close my eyes and imagine as your soft touch
opens doors to places my heart can't resist to enjoy
and my lips curl as I break into a smile
not a hesitation or second guess all the while
I'm not scared or nervous to tell you a thing
as words spill from my lips into the air
that we have smothered with kisses and ( Read more... )

Gliding your finger's across the keys ( Read more... )

Squeezing my eyes shut
as if this can block it out
Clasping my hands tight
as though I can break the doubt
Holding my breath in
Forcefully kiss my skin
I can't imagine what tomorrow will bring
So much regret but so much need to believe
These minutes go slower then I could begin to conceive
The space in between is completely ignored
I'm so tired, can't take ( Read more... )

I Wish It Was As Simple
As A Kiss Of The Lips,
A Touch Of The Hand
To Make Life More Pleasant,
But Also not To Bland.
So I Didn't Have To Force Out
This Regretful Lust We Commit.
That Depreciates My Whole Being
And The Strength To Forgive And Forget.

I Wish I Was Capable
Of Rewinding Back The Time
To Make My Love Choices
A little More Divine.
To Allow Myself No ( Read more... )

Put a pillow under you before you fall. 
This state of mind is so banal
Almost lost but content with it
this constant dream
A perfect fit.
To clearly show the irony
behind the way you want to be.
Blood shot eyes
a moonlit room
a ringing noise
that will consume
all your attention left for he,
that wants to be apart of me.
whether love or just plain lust
I won't ( Read more... )

Wet Leaves, pasted to the side walk ( Read more... )

The strangest feelings
of realization
that you never did get past
only let go
you never did heal
only ignored
you were never on top
only a little further up
you never felt love
you were only told

The strangest feelings
of complication
that you can't forget
you can't move past
you live in a dream
of mixed meanings
of morals and values
you toss aside ( Read more... )

and as those notes hit
i vanish in the tones
of their voices
the words used in their
lyrics are perfect choices
of a way to describe
everything that is felt
to relate to situations
to what your life is delt

i can feel as the voice
strains to show us emotion
all the feelings
different meanings
heart screams of devotion
music pours through your veins ( Read more... )

The smiles you fake
while inside you break
how long will this last?
how much can you take?