I know I said I wouldn't read your journal, but you were acting strangely this morning, and I wanted to know what was up. I agree that this is an uncomfortable situation. As for the Keven conversation, I didn't read from the beginning, but I think his point was more along the lines of, "why are you bringing this up, of course she's here to see me" I also think he was trying to give you 'reasonable doubt' or something. However there was a logical aspect to why I was staying there. You're about 20 minutes from Brighton (where I was puting in aplications) and he's like , not even 5 minutes. So, in all actuality if it had been Stephanie, or Jen's house, I still would have stayed there, because it does make more sence to do that. But I honestly don't think you needed it spelled out for you that I had alterior motives. You already knew tha. And I think that Keven took it as you wanting to start a fight with him, because there was no need to bring it up... does that make sence ? So all in all I think it's a miss understanding.. One that I hope doesn't cost you a friendship.
Unfortunately, I am exhausted out of trust currently... as long as this situation exists regardless it may be viewed as petty but this has hurt me that deeply..
should the relationship get dissolved if it does not work out then perhaps I can "work" on restoring My trust for Kevin but currently it is all I can do to keep from raging...
~- an ear to bend is oft-times useful -~bladednightmareMarch 3 2003, 10:43:35 UTC
... sup Brax'? S'been a while since we've seen each other on EQ (Viva Via Sanguinius!) ... ... just wanted to say, thanks to being a completely nosy bitch and reading JD's journal, and his friend page(s).. I had to get back in touch ...
... simply put, I know exactly where you are right now, and if you ever need to vent at someone 'offsite', who isn't involved in any way... I'm here for ya, bud. ...
I agree that this is an uncomfortable situation. As for the Keven conversation, I didn't read from the beginning, but I think his point was more along the lines of, "why are you bringing this up, of course she's here to see me" I also think he was trying to give you 'reasonable doubt' or something. However there was a logical aspect to why I was staying there. You're about 20 minutes from Brighton (where I was puting in aplications) and he's like , not even 5 minutes. So, in all actuality if it had been Stephanie, or Jen's house, I still would have stayed there, because it does make more sence to do that. But I honestly don't think you needed it spelled out for you that I had alterior motives. You already knew tha. And I think that Keven took it as you wanting to start a fight with him, because there was no need to bring it up... does that make sence ? So all in all I think it's a miss understanding..
One that I hope doesn't cost you a friendship.
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should the relationship get dissolved if it does not work out then perhaps I can "work" on restoring My trust for Kevin but currently it is all I can do to keep from raging...
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... just wanted to say, thanks to being a completely nosy bitch and reading JD's journal, and his friend page(s).. I had to get back in touch ...
... simply put, I know exactly where you are right now, and if you ever need to vent at someone 'offsite', who isn't involved in any way... I'm here for ya, bud. ...
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