Apr 15, 2007 22:02
I've got to much going on in my head and I'm to tired to write tonight..maybe tm. I doubt it...I have school until 3 then work until 10...meah. My track coach isn't going to be happy with this job thing and I think I'm going to quit. Ugh I just don't know what to do. A small part of me wants to do track and kinda likes it but then yet it is going to be put to the side for work a lot because I would rather make money then run around. Like this week for example...I work Monday through Thursday 3:30 to 10:00 and I don't wanna cut back the hours cause I could really use the money.
I just don't know what to do! There simply isn't enough time in one damn day! UGH!!!
And I still miss you like crazy and for some reason am getting like no sleep at night. I wake up feeling worse then I did before I went to bed. I can't keep a train of thought going for longer then 10, 15 minutes if I'm lucky and even that is rare. Its frustrating! Even more so at work because I get told an order and I have to go read it off the board like 5 times before I am done because I have forgot. Class is going to be absolutely horrible..I dread 5th hour even more so now then before.
I'm going to do some cleaning and get some sleep. Comments would be nice right about now...