late
it's all been going so well.
i just hope i don't fall.
whenever my life is going too swimmingly,
i seem to hold my breath.
one false step and the air will get knocked out of my body.
and then it's like climbing out of a deep hole.
i try not to revert back to this thinking,
but you know what they say about something looking too good...
i watched a good documentary 'thin' about eating disorders.
i just shouldn't have started it at 2 am.
i won't be able to go to sleep for a little bit now.
quite disturbing.
(but even after watching that,
i still think i look damn good....
hehe. here's too a bloated self-ego)
sigur ros will hopefully lull me into a peaceful sleep...
i just hope i don't fall.
whenever my life is going too swimmingly,
i seem to hold my breath.
one false step and the air will get knocked out of my body.
and then it's like climbing out of a deep hole.
i try not to revert back to this thinking,
but you know what they say about something looking too good...
i watched a good documentary 'thin' about eating disorders.
i just shouldn't have started it at 2 am.
i won't be able to go to sleep for a little bit now.
quite disturbing.
(but even after watching that,
i still think i look damn good....
hehe. here's too a bloated self-ego)
sigur ros will hopefully lull me into a peaceful sleep...