can't get no sleep
I still think I have a chemical imbalance.
Where if I am not constantly going at the speed of light... my body can't rest properly.
I have to run myself to the ground.
And all the sleep I got this weekend, is leaving me too rested and restless.
I can't eat again. No appetite.
And I've lost a lot of weight, as it was apparent from all of last weekend's photos.
And the fact that I fit into the clothes I bought when Jay and I broke up.
Not sure why.
I've tried to go to the doctor for this before. They simply tell me I have very low blood sugar and that since I'm not quite diabetic there's nothing I can really change other than my diet.
but I feel like every time I go to eat my appetite dissapears.
and there's too much on my mind to sleep it off.
Where if I am not constantly going at the speed of light... my body can't rest properly.
I have to run myself to the ground.
And all the sleep I got this weekend, is leaving me too rested and restless.
I can't eat again. No appetite.
And I've lost a lot of weight, as it was apparent from all of last weekend's photos.
And the fact that I fit into the clothes I bought when Jay and I broke up.
Not sure why.
I've tried to go to the doctor for this before. They simply tell me I have very low blood sugar and that since I'm not quite diabetic there's nothing I can really change other than my diet.
but I feel like every time I go to eat my appetite dissapears.
and there's too much on my mind to sleep it off.