And another one leaves...

[tekawitha]

So grandma spent the last day in the hospital, shes ok but was feeling ill, digestion problems and they had to admitt her over night, i guess they thought it was more serious then it was because she was orginally suppost to have been in for a few days, which means she would have missed her non refundable flight to MI tomorrow morning. But she's almost packed and due in detroit early afternoon tomorrow. my mom and aunt beth are going to be picking her up. she's staying for 3 1/2 months... im kinda ready for mom to come home. i wasn't because i was starting to get used to her not being around calling me every hour, but she's settled into not missing me so much and hasnt been calling that much and i talked to her for like the first time in a week the other day and i started to miss her. plus its weird just being me and dad, even tho i didnt see grandma much that third person in the house made a difference.

i have been contemplating something lately... im noticing i dont react to things the same way anymore, and i wonder the reason for it... is it because ive lived thro more and now i am becomming more closed up and able to shut out bad emotions, or am i merely just maturing and learning how to vent and control??? it stups me.

i like to say more but im kinda tird and must be awake early.