time and time again
hmmm havent updated in awhile,this is gonna be a long one. and i do have a bunch of shit that i should be doing right now - but i gotta wake up a little from that class i jsut slept through. where to begin. well last tuesday after a long 2 year fight uncle shaun passed away. he isnt sick and he doesnt hurt anymore. im glad htat he was at home, and that he passed in his sleep. i hope thats how i go someday - quietyl and at home with the ppl i love. i wrote my teachers emails and went home. im lucky that i have such awesome professors, because i dont think im being penalized for missing those classes. 2 out of the 4 classes i take have no attendance policy, and the other 2 i should be alright in.
i left from school and went straight to linda lou and uncle shaun's house, thats where everyone was. jeff came to see me and my family too. i went to grammies that night and had a good sleep. wednesday we went back to linda lous house to a few huge collages for the service. i was so happy to see jess and eddy there when i arrived, i miss them so much. we had some lunch - pizza and calzones. mmmm, good goin down, but not so good comming back up. i got a little sick before we left to go to the funeral home - i think i was just nervous about going back to one, i hate those places. then a few of us went to the funeral home to set up everything - the obituary, the service cards, and the other details. then back to the house... then we all sorta hung around and laughend and joked around to lighten the mood. the girlies went to the mall and me and eddie chilled and waited for jeff to come over and play. i started to feel wicked crappy and tired.
then a bunch of us played hold em and it was pretty fun. jeff kicked some ass for a bit, watch out for them quiet kids. i finally lost all my chips, first one out? i dnt member, but me and eric ended up starting up a game of rummie. then there was jess, jolene and jeff playing. fun fun. then i kept throwing up and throwing up and throwing up. i dont know if i had eaten too much dairy, or if i was jsut wigged out from all the stress. crystallebabe was definately feelin the same shit on tues cause she had hte same thing. stress bulimia is a bitch.
we all finally left so linda lou and her boys could go to sleep. jeff brought me home and kissed me gn and i ran inside and barfed up all of the saltines and flat soda, that "would help settle my stomache" LIES, ALL LIES. then im laying in bed and someone pulls in.....it was jess. she was a total wreck. she couldnt sleep at eddies house, so seh came to see me and whatnot. then my crystal came to see me, this was around 3ish i think and after i took 3 benadryl to go to sleep. so i pretty much fell asleep at the table.
i woke up to jeff crawling into bed with me. that was hte best, especially after the night i had. then we jsut kinda hung out and waited...the wake started at 5, but we had to be there for 4. so we got ready and headed out.
the wake was not as painful as i thought it was going to be. linda nad crystalle babe were so strong, i dont know how they did it. i cried pretty much the entire time at my mom's. i guess it was kinda comforting to know that he's ok now and not in pain nemore - and hes keeping my mom and uncle timmy and sharon company somewhere out there. the hilight of hte nite was wehn laurie, crystal, timmy and ange came. it was soo good to see them. i love them so much.
that nite me, jes n eddie, jeffaroo, and eric went out to jaaaade...mmmm... it was soo good. then we saw crystal red and her car was broken odwn and she was all stressed out and everything - so we brought her back to school, and we went home.
nxt day was the funeral, and that was really nice. i cried like a little girl and laughed at some of the good times that the speakers talked about. i lost it when tj went up there, pretty sure everyone did. but after htat was done - we all went over to this hall to have like a reception deal. that was fun, i got to see soem of my fav cousins and stuff. we all decided that we're gonna go and get tattoos in honor of shaun. they want to get the superman logo for him, im pretty sure ill get that too, but im still fishing around for ideas.
that nite we went to see amityville horror...it was the fucking scariest movie ive ever seen. i screamed and everything. i was actually creeped out when i went back home, i didnt want to go to the bathroom alone. i dont really get that scared of them movies, because htey usually arent real. but this one was based on true shit. weirded out.... roomies all went to sleep. nxt day i worked at the gc and it was good, not busy at all. that nite we hung out with jess and eddy at mikie and paulie;s casa, since they all left on the cruise. i had an amazing nite, and it was exactly what i needed. i love jeff sooo much...hehehe...
nxt day i had to go to bostonia to volunteer for the marathon pasta party. we left late, and jeff made almost record time - no one can beat mine, but he came close, damn close. i got here in 40-45 mins. rightious. so i got all ready and left. i had a good time, even though i did alot of the hard work wiht teh big black dude that worked with us. i did beverage stand. we had like a shit load of cases of water and juice and fruit2o it was busy busy busy. we finally got out of there and left by 9, got back here for 9:30ish. JESS VOTILLA went!! yaaay i miss her, sehs the balls.
jeff came and got me and we went home to marlborough. slept and hung out the next day, our day off. we went to home depo with daddio and had some icecream with kendra and whitedevil. then i had to go to work and back to reality teh next day.
and here i am now. dang this is long. im sick of typing so yah - ive got loads of work to do and its allll creeeeping up on me now....great......ill get it done, i have to. yayayayay jeff is hopefully comming up tn to seeeee me. i gotta go to stateboards as a head model for a friend on saturday. the practical part is going to take about 3 hrs yikes. and she has a written part that she has to do also. so im gonna be there from like 11-4ish. dang. BUT hopefully we can still go and see jess and eddie for one last hurrah before they leave me and go back to georgia. hopefully itll be as fun as last sat nite. ;)
hanyways, i got 1 hr b4 class to do some wizzurk.....if you read all this shit congrats.
i left from school and went straight to linda lou and uncle shaun's house, thats where everyone was. jeff came to see me and my family too. i went to grammies that night and had a good sleep. wednesday we went back to linda lous house to a few huge collages for the service. i was so happy to see jess and eddy there when i arrived, i miss them so much. we had some lunch - pizza and calzones. mmmm, good goin down, but not so good comming back up. i got a little sick before we left to go to the funeral home - i think i was just nervous about going back to one, i hate those places. then a few of us went to the funeral home to set up everything - the obituary, the service cards, and the other details. then back to the house... then we all sorta hung around and laughend and joked around to lighten the mood. the girlies went to the mall and me and eddie chilled and waited for jeff to come over and play. i started to feel wicked crappy and tired.
then a bunch of us played hold em and it was pretty fun. jeff kicked some ass for a bit, watch out for them quiet kids. i finally lost all my chips, first one out? i dnt member, but me and eric ended up starting up a game of rummie. then there was jess, jolene and jeff playing. fun fun. then i kept throwing up and throwing up and throwing up. i dont know if i had eaten too much dairy, or if i was jsut wigged out from all the stress. crystallebabe was definately feelin the same shit on tues cause she had hte same thing. stress bulimia is a bitch.
we all finally left so linda lou and her boys could go to sleep. jeff brought me home and kissed me gn and i ran inside and barfed up all of the saltines and flat soda, that "would help settle my stomache" LIES, ALL LIES. then im laying in bed and someone pulls in.....it was jess. she was a total wreck. she couldnt sleep at eddies house, so seh came to see me and whatnot. then my crystal came to see me, this was around 3ish i think and after i took 3 benadryl to go to sleep. so i pretty much fell asleep at the table.
i woke up to jeff crawling into bed with me. that was hte best, especially after the night i had. then we jsut kinda hung out and waited...the wake started at 5, but we had to be there for 4. so we got ready and headed out.
the wake was not as painful as i thought it was going to be. linda nad crystalle babe were so strong, i dont know how they did it. i cried pretty much the entire time at my mom's. i guess it was kinda comforting to know that he's ok now and not in pain nemore - and hes keeping my mom and uncle timmy and sharon company somewhere out there. the hilight of hte nite was wehn laurie, crystal, timmy and ange came. it was soo good to see them. i love them so much.
that nite me, jes n eddie, jeffaroo, and eric went out to jaaaade...mmmm... it was soo good. then we saw crystal red and her car was broken odwn and she was all stressed out and everything - so we brought her back to school, and we went home.
nxt day was the funeral, and that was really nice. i cried like a little girl and laughed at some of the good times that the speakers talked about. i lost it when tj went up there, pretty sure everyone did. but after htat was done - we all went over to this hall to have like a reception deal. that was fun, i got to see soem of my fav cousins and stuff. we all decided that we're gonna go and get tattoos in honor of shaun. they want to get the superman logo for him, im pretty sure ill get that too, but im still fishing around for ideas.
that nite we went to see amityville horror...it was the fucking scariest movie ive ever seen. i screamed and everything. i was actually creeped out when i went back home, i didnt want to go to the bathroom alone. i dont really get that scared of them movies, because htey usually arent real. but this one was based on true shit. weirded out.... roomies all went to sleep. nxt day i worked at the gc and it was good, not busy at all. that nite we hung out with jess and eddy at mikie and paulie;s casa, since they all left on the cruise. i had an amazing nite, and it was exactly what i needed. i love jeff sooo much...hehehe...
nxt day i had to go to bostonia to volunteer for the marathon pasta party. we left late, and jeff made almost record time - no one can beat mine, but he came close, damn close. i got here in 40-45 mins. rightious. so i got all ready and left. i had a good time, even though i did alot of the hard work wiht teh big black dude that worked with us. i did beverage stand. we had like a shit load of cases of water and juice and fruit2o it was busy busy busy. we finally got out of there and left by 9, got back here for 9:30ish. JESS VOTILLA went!! yaaay i miss her, sehs the balls.
jeff came and got me and we went home to marlborough. slept and hung out the next day, our day off. we went to home depo with daddio and had some icecream with kendra and whitedevil. then i had to go to work and back to reality teh next day.
and here i am now. dang this is long. im sick of typing so yah - ive got loads of work to do and its allll creeeeping up on me now....great......ill get it done, i have to. yayayayay jeff is hopefully comming up tn to seeeee me. i gotta go to stateboards as a head model for a friend on saturday. the practical part is going to take about 3 hrs yikes. and she has a written part that she has to do also. so im gonna be there from like 11-4ish. dang. BUT hopefully we can still go and see jess and eddie for one last hurrah before they leave me and go back to georgia. hopefully itll be as fun as last sat nite. ;)
hanyways, i got 1 hr b4 class to do some wizzurk.....if you read all this shit congrats.