fucking argh!

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Ive realised something in the last few weeks. 
Im very good at lieing to people
And the problem is
im lieing to people i care about
the people i love
Just becasue i dont want to tell the truth 
Dont want to say what i really think. 
I cant tell them how i really feel. 
and i dont know why. 
Its really not good. 
But i jsut cant say what i really think 
or what i really feel 
its just stupid. 
Argh... 
Im very fustrated
fuck
thats what i think about it all. 
lmao
ohwell 
atleast i know im not gunna casue any fights
or fuck anything up. 
thats one positive.