Jan 09, 2007 00:45
: To get all the people that bring me down out of my life.
Owen: check
everone else: not checked.
How do you simply erase the people that bring you down
who have you in tears night after night
who make you wanna scream
and throw things
and punch things
when you dont want them out of your life??
I have a few new years resaloutions.
1- Get all the people that bring me down out of my life
2- Loose weight
3- get over him.
the first one.. well im doing okay. two people who used to fuck with my head are gone for good now.
ut its hard. when people you have to deal with on a weekly basis. You cant simply erase them..
that doesnt work. Ide love for it to work...
( the world would do so much better WITHOUT Jessica Scott and others... lol)
its fustrating.
and the third... well at this point i dont think it will ever happen. EVER!
It sucks when you know people are using you.
but you cant stop yourself.
you cant say no.
you dont want to say no
you know you should
but you jsut cant seem to say that word.
and what if you dont want to
but everony around you wants you to
if people who you care about will crack it at you for not saying no
when i say yes i dig futher nd futher
gargh.
why arnt i happy anymore.
I ahve great friends
my family life is good for once
and i have a fairly good job.
but im not happy.
and i cry to much
and im all angry
and why????
fucking arghhh
I wanna be happy again.
xxoo