It's really been a long time. I can't believe that i managed to not have my usual everyday dosage of fandom/flailings/fangirling these past four months. i missed so much things, but not everything. ^___^ Im just not as active or updated as before but i'm still the addicted fangirl as before. I'm so certain now that won't ever change. Being busy doesn't keep me from loving NEWS. In fact, it made me missed them so much, everyday. Seriously, there are days, especially the shitty ones, when i want to scream or at least cry because i so freaking missed them and i just want to go back to the old times. Yeah, how i wished i can just turn back time. But there's no choice but to move forward, so what the hell, i'm not going to feel so depressed about that. I believe there's so many good things coming in my way. :) In both real and fandom life.
Then, i want to commend Tegomass for the Hikari PV. <3 Best PV ever. Before, Aoi Bench was my favorite, Hikari beats it. And i' so excited for the NEWS 10th Anniv DVD. Finally!!!!
Tegoshi has been pretty much busy too these past months, i believe. Days and weeks passed by as fast as he changes his hair color and style. That~i'm so aware. LOL. And i want to be honest here, i'm not a fan of his hair nowadays. I want it to be a little bit longer. It's boon and bane. Haha. Why, it saves my money. I'm not tempted to buy Tegomass concert goods. wehehehehe~ And the magazines are not to my liking too. Well, i like them because it's still them, but it didnt hurt for me to not buy. XDD *wallet dancing* BUT i'm sad i'm not having anything. T^T (im so magulo~ haha)
Shige is releasing his third novel. As expected of him. I'm so proud. And i heard Kei-chan became head caster at Every. What about Massu? What's he up to?? haha~ just jokin, we love you Massu. Keep doing whatever you are doing. LOL
Okay, i have a lot of catching up to do. :)
Lastly, i just want to thank my friends for some random meet ups. I hope to see them again very soon. Then, i should really thanks CTC too, my texting clan/group. It is the closest link i have to fandom. I will include in this post the recent activity we had. I really like it because it's somehow relatable to Tegomass no Seishun and i go nostalgic with it, reminds me of my childhood. Speaking of, my older brother will be home in no less than two weeks. XDD And oh, i almost forgot, i missed my chance to watch Avril Lavigne's concert last night. T____T It's so within my reach, yet i failed. waaaah~ i'm so frustrated. :(
17th monthsary activity!
Questions inspired by Myojo's 10,000-character long interview, altered to suit the act ^-^
1.) Earliest childhood memory?
I don't know if this is the earliest, basta i remember one rainy day when i was a kid, we're playing in the rain. Me and my older brother and some neighborhood kids. It was fun. Super. That was one of teh memories i want to keep and cherish. Yung mga kalaro kasi namin nun ng kuya ko hindi ko na nakakausap man lang ngayon.It's still the same neighborhood, they're still there but i don't know, people change. (and again i realize my childhood memories are all happy and most of them are with my brothers.)
2.) What were you like as a kid?
I'm very good kid. promise! I never gave problems to my parents and everyone around me. That's why they all love me. 'chos! Seriously, for a long time kasi, bunso ako ng pamilya kaya happy happy.And then, nag-eexcel at active ako sa school kaya gusto din ako ng mga teachers. Close kami ng kuya ko, he always look out for me at school. I remember nung kindergarten ako, hindi pa'ko umuuwi pagkatapos kasi nagsi-sit in ako sa kanila, grade 1 siya nun. Spoiled kami/ako sa parents at tito/tita at lolo/lola namin, na since natural na mabait ako, hindi ako naging bratt. *nabatukan* Sobrang masunurin din ako nun at mabait. Kung may mga mischief man ako, feeling ko di nila napapansin o baka magaling ako magtago? LOL. Pero nung grade 3 ako, naging sakitin ako. Di na'ko masyadong nakakapaglaro outdoor. Kaya lumaki din akong walang alam na gawaing bahay, bawal mapagod e. Hehe. Lalo ako napamper nun. Na hanggang ngayon naman, minsan OA sila pag pumapayat o nagkakasakit ako. Kay i tend to hide pag may sakit ako. XDD Pero healthy na'ko ngayon. I must really thank my parents for giving me such a happy childhood life. At seryoso 'to, hindi ko matandaan kung napagalitan ba ako nung bata ako, i can't remember, parang hindi. Pero impossible naman yun diba? Haha.
*ang nostalgic tlaga ng mga questions. :-( ang sarap bumalik sa pagkabata, puro masasaya lng kasi naaalala kong nangyari. Nakakalungkot dn how many things have changed.
*plays Hikari* XDD
3.) When did you become a Johnny's fan?
di ko na tanda exact date, basta kasisimula pa lang ng 1st sem ng 3rd year ko sa college? Pinakilala ni bagong roommate ang HSJ. (isa siguro sa reason why she's one of my best friends) at dahil medyo may matindi akong pangangailangan ng distraction nun, nahook ako. Pero hindi agad agad yun e. Deadma nga lang nung una. Ultra Music Power kasi una nyang pinakita sakin. Hahahahaha. Tapos nung pinapanuod naman nya ang Ya-ya-yah, nagkainteres ako kay Taiyou. Na hindi na naman pala JE that time. Pero ayun, nagtuloy-tuloy na. After months ng pag-flail solely to HSJ, na-caught ni Tegoshi attention ko. And the rest is love story, i mean history. Hahahahah. Anu ba. Nababaliw ako. XDDD
4.) Why do you think your ichiban group is NEWS? What makes them appealing to you?
THE HARDEST QUESTION. *^*
I don't know? Because I love them? Way more than the other groups.
And i don't THINK they are my ichiban group, i FEEL it. chos! bwiset... haha. But maybe that's really it. With the other groups, I can think of many things and reasons why i like or love them. But with NEWS, i can't because I'm so overwhelmed with all the feels i have for them. That even before I can think of all those amazing things about them, my heart already knows them. And it's much better to just feel it, right? and what makes them appealing to me? Nakakaproud kasi every achievements nila, individually man o as a group. Tapos lahat ng ginagawa nila nakakatouch. Everyone already knows this, they have the best relationship to fans.
5. If you weren't a fan what do you think you are now?
hmmm. If i am going to imagine myself now without anything related to fandom, it's so scary. Ano na lang source ng kaligayahan ko? Sguro everyday will be ordinary. Yung typical na buhay ng isang 21yr old. Mas normal pa sa normal. At sguro until now, stuck pa dn ako dun sa isang bagay na kinalimutan ko nang maging fangirl ako. Ayoko nun.:->
OWARI!!
thanks for
leitoph, the ever-hardworking ana patient admin. (weh?)
pardon me for all the ramblings. :)
hee~ i just want to grace this post with some beauty.
Tegoshi with a guitar would always melts me. :)