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i hate not being able to talk to people you once told everything. it makes you wonder if your friendships now will turn out that way. people must go their separate ways, it's a part of growing up, i know. and it just has to be that way... but i wish when we all got back together we could magically speak freely as if we were old friends with new experience and personalities. if we didn't feel like we had something to prove, that we each did indeed do something useful the past however many years, that we have grown, or the complete opposite, that we haven't changed at all. *sigh* i suppose i should just be thankful that i do have a few people with whom i still feel i can tell everything.