"you can take everything i have, just dont leave my side"
so today was a super long day. after church i helped paint the living room. took out all my energy lol. painting is a lot tougher than it looks! then after dinner i went to the movies with blake and john. we went to see kicking and screaming but it was sold out so we saw Unleashed...good concept and good story line...WAY too much violence, cursing and naked women. but it was a fun time with two fun people. its really nice how we can hang out and just have fun like we used to. just being ourselves. i love it when he is just the person i have known from the beginning...when he isn't the person he's changed into. and seeing john was fun cause i havent seen him in forever and he's a lot of fun. then i came home and helped ipa make chocolate chip cookies.
im trying not to worry about stuff. i know i just need to depend on God and everything will be ok. i know that. but its so much easier saying than doing. im trying not to worry about money and finding an apartment and getting my health under control because i know God has everything under control. but i dont want to NOT worry because then i just ignore the problem. i wish i had more self-motivation instead of just being afraid.
"Then Jesus said to his disciples: 'Therefore i tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. consider the ravens:they do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. and how much more valuable you are than the birds! who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?...o, you of little faith! and do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. for the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. But seek his kingdom and these things will be given to you as well.do not be afraid...for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" Luke 12:22-34
countdown till busch gardens: 6 days-if anyone wants to go, let me or Ipa know.
countdown till ipa's graduation: 26 days
countdown till Disney world: 28 days
now just to figure out when the heck im going to see mush again.