Why?
The topic of this entry is: Why?
But really there's no point of me asking it.
I dont know what or who I am anymore. It probably makes no sense whatsoever.
My Emo-ness is beginning to show through, something I never ever wanted to show or even feel. I guess all I can do is try to reassure myself.(though it's been done many times before...)
Why cant I be somebody else?
It's not possible.
Why do I have all these STUPID problems?
Maybe to learn from them and to grow.
Why do I seem so stupid/defenceless/and emotional, more so than "normal" people?
Maybe someday you can comfort others that feel the same way.
BUT...
WHAT if these problems NEVER go away?
You're on your own. Only time can tell...just try to do the best you can with what you have.
Easier said than done, but I'll try.
P.S. My first day of actual driving will most likely be on Saturday at 3. lovely.
But really there's no point of me asking it.
I dont know what or who I am anymore. It probably makes no sense whatsoever.
My Emo-ness is beginning to show through, something I never ever wanted to show or even feel. I guess all I can do is try to reassure myself.(though it's been done many times before...)
Why cant I be somebody else?
It's not possible.
Why do I have all these STUPID problems?
Maybe to learn from them and to grow.
Why do I seem so stupid/defenceless/and emotional, more so than "normal" people?
Maybe someday you can comfort others that feel the same way.
BUT...
WHAT if these problems NEVER go away?
You're on your own. Only time can tell...just try to do the best you can with what you have.
Easier said than done, but I'll try.
P.S. My first day of actual driving will most likely be on Saturday at 3. lovely.