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Lung Disease & Shifting Perspectives-Part II
Originally published at Welcome To The Dollhouse. You can comment here or there.
The Crap
I seem to have a very ridiculous default position. No matter how far I’ve come, or how many years I’ve had in therapy, when the world starts falling down around me, my default belief is that I am deserving of punishment. Whatever is happening: health problems, ( Read more... ) -
When Will It Stop?
Originally published at Welcome To The Dollhouse. You can comment here or there.
Luda, my trainer, is pregnant.
I don’t know how I missed it before since she is showing. Maybe I didn’t want to see. I dunno.
What I do know is that I felt that familiar resentment starting up once again. And I hate myself for it.
How petty a person can I be to keep ( Read more... ) -
Living In The Land of Guilt
Originally published at Welcome To The Dollhouse. You can comment here or there.
As you can tell from my previous post, My Past/My Present, I live in the land of guilt. I think that guilt was the biggest weapon used by my mother and grandmother as discipline. As a result, I always feel undeserving of the good things that come into my life and ( Read more... )
