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Interesting few weeks. I am totally a fucking gemini...my "life" (Whether my life is my collection of memories or the present moment and all it contains...past PRESENT and future) has never been better or more enjoyable...more set up than I am right now...but I am also fucking it up worse than I have ever in my life. I know the plan that god and the universe has for me...but I am fighting in tooth and nail. One of my favorite quotes is by Marianne Williamson...
Our Greatest Fear -Marianne Williamson
it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.
-Marianne Williamson
and I am totally fucking fighting tooth and nail...forgiving myself...embracing myself...and loving myself. I am an artist and I take such inspiration from the outside world...finding parallels in others that bring out truths inside me...One of Drake's lines has resonated with me in the recent..."Learning not to give a fuck and stop fearing the consequence"...Fuck i totally need to graduate, move on with my LIFE but...fuck school. Honestly I just need to keep it (get it) together for the next 4 weeks and I can fuck off for the rest of my life...
Our Greatest Fear -Marianne Williamson
it is our light not our darkness that most frightens us
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.
-Marianne Williamson
and I am totally fucking fighting tooth and nail...forgiving myself...embracing myself...and loving myself. I am an artist and I take such inspiration from the outside world...finding parallels in others that bring out truths inside me...One of Drake's lines has resonated with me in the recent..."Learning not to give a fuck and stop fearing the consequence"...Fuck i totally need to graduate, move on with my LIFE but...fuck school. Honestly I just need to keep it (get it) together for the next 4 weeks and I can fuck off for the rest of my life...