time's almost up...
For the past 3 1/2 months, I have spent most waking hours at the office. Not just doing work, but doing homework. I stay at work til (on average) 7:00pm (to make it home in time for a quick dinner before something good comes on at 8). I think I've gone in to work every Saturday for the past month, just to do my homework and study in peace.
I've just finished submitting my last assignment of the semester. I decided to take the next semester off so I don't have school again until September, when I will again put myself through the torture of two more classes (mohka, girl, I feel your pain). I only have one more exam (next Friday) to go before I'm free.
Free to do what exactly?
That's just it. I've come to the sad realization that I really have very little energy in me these days. I feel like a zombie all the time. Thing is, I do stuff. I talk on the phone. I socialize. I have practice. I've even gone snowboarding (ok, side note - that was probably the most alive I've felt in the past 2 months). But even when I do go out, I feel drained. I've gone clubbing two weekend in a row -- the first weekend, I stayed until 12:30, and last weekend - we didn't wait in line long enough to get in, and just went for drinks instead (I was not-so-secretly pleased). Dating? What's that? Where's that? Who's that??
Oh wait a sec, I just remembered. I posted about a month ago about those two guys - divorced player (DP)and dead-air guy (DAG). Anyways, funny thing is, I saw DP last week (he got us guest list at the club where we still had to wait in line and then left) and man, he is still h.o.t. And DAG has been calling me quite consistently to "hang out". Not that either of them are 'prospects' but it would be nice to have some guys to hang out with again. New/old guys.
So anyways, it's late and I'm tired. But I guess it's almost time for me light up again. Find my spark. (and no I'm not talking about smoking).
Wish me luck.