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well fuck me i can't get over justin i really can't i hate him for not wanting me every second of everyday or maybe he does i don't know because i don't let him know i don't go over i don't push i can't because it's much to close to being there i cry everytime i'm with him because i can't handle it he doesn't know matt decided he just wants to fuck me and then he fucked up and lied to me whatever jake is mine period thats it all me hahaha bitches i saw tj today i haven't seen him in years it was so random marci comes today so i get marci justin christina kimmie and us all in the house i think i'll kill myself because as much as it hurts being near justin at least when were alone i can be me whatever i love christina or you know maybe i really don't matbe this is all some big fucking bullshit test which i am failing but whatever today something will change because i need it to i am losing my mind piece by stupid fucking little piece and just fuck it i'ma be the bitch again it woeks btter for everyone when i just give the world a big fuck you so this will be fun i'ma go peace