Okay so Phelony's birthday was a roaring sucess. She had lots and lots of fun. We're instagating family game night, where all of us get together and play games. Which is nice. I also realized I can't let others thoughts effect me. I'm awesome I take care of me and mine. So until I'm asking you for favors I don't need your fucking opinion. I have ( Read more... )

Well, I did it ( Read more... )

I like a little imprefection ( Read more... )

So I promised to write everyday, and I haven't been writting at all ( Read more... )

So I'm gonna try taking back my writting, I've found I'm much happier when I do it. I didn't realize how much I missed it, but I do. So we're gonna try to write in here [or the notebook] everyday. Even if it is brief ( Read more... )

Well, I am eliminating people left and right.
I know what I want, and I don't need you to accomplish stuff.
I miss things but their just faces.
I am not a needy person.
I am a wanty person.
But I have learned the difference.
I do feel like this year changed me.
And I am grateful
I like me

Well grey goose is the shit
Boodah and his woman are here
Its a weird feeling
The doomcake is almost healed
I feel like I am shedding my skin
I don't know who will be here when I leave

I am going to try, and write in you regularly ( Read more... )

I want him
A lot
I am okay with whatever this is
I don't believe in fairytales anyway
But
I am supposed to leave
Which might not be realavent
Months from now
Right now its a battle
My heart hurts
My family wants things
I want to feel like this awhile
My baby is sick
Stressful

I am drownding in it, miles from shore ( Read more... )