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[teenagedeadboy]

Sure sign that I'm emotionally unstable:
I almost/did cry at "50 First Dates"...
all alone. Yep, I sure did cry my little
eyes out at that lame ass movie all alone.
How fucking sad am I? ...Pretty fucking sad.
Especially since that was my X-mas eve
event... passing out and crying to a lame
ass movie.
The part where he... what am I trying to say?
Basically every part made me happy to be a sad
bastard who cries at fictional happenstance
with bad actors.
Yeah hopefully tomorrow I can hold myself back
and be joyful and happy for the chilluns who
like to play tiring, physically demanding, and
complicated "fun" games with me. It makes me
sad when I'm around children and I think so
hard about how much I don't want any. I am
already exhausted only thinking about what they're
going to do to me tomorrow... flying and giggling,
no doubt. It's cool, they're awesome little
motherfuckers and I enjoy flying them around the
house/neighborhood while I'm drunk. Well that's
neat... I love my lil' buddies (nephew and Niece).

Happy X Mas, every-ONE!