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Mar 30, 2006 20:45

Dammit KT.
You put exactly how I feel into livejournal things, and it sucks.

The other day I was talking to Garrett and he was saying something about how he depicted "love" when he fell across it. He said:
"Well..you know when you find that person that you think is perfect for you..and then it doesn't work out..and it's just hard to look at them. It's hard to see them shove their tongue down someone else's throat. It's hard to hear about all the shit they're doing..especially when they're getting worse and worse by the week."
Then, on Boy Meets World, Mr. Feeny said: "Well sometimes the things you complain most about are the things you care most about. Unfortunately, you don't always realize it until it's too late."
I also had a really stupid, yet eye-opening dream last night.
And I have come to the conclusion that I am a horrible person. Not only do I deceive the people who actually care about me, but I lose the people I care about. Unfortunately, I never realize how much I care about them until it's too late. Whether they move on and find their own lives or leave the fucking state, my 'love' for them never ceases to exist.
But I guess pain is what makes you stronger...right?

keep on smilin', cuz when you're smilin', the whole world smiles with you...
but when you're cyrin', the whole world's cryin' too.
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