shitty shitty shitty

Mar 30, 2006 20:31

that's my day.
i lost some lady's $400 in our system, and spent 3 hours finding it.
my love nearly broke up with me, and i think is about ready to kill me regardless.
i set off our alarm by going back in for my phone, and had to call the security system so the cops didn't come.
apparently we're having a storm, hail & rain & thunder & lightning. this storm also was a tornado in st louis. woo.

i discovered that my tattoo healing feels a lot like when my stomach was healing from that whole spleen surgery thing. even though there's no tattoo on the scar, it still hurts like it hurt after i got the surgery. and it hurts a lot, and reminds me of that whole situation, which was a bad one. reminds me of the bad times brittany and i had, and being in 8th grade in general.
although i still miss that time, we had some fun before shit went down and i almost died. ya know...

i still hope things work out between us.
i wish i wasn't such a moron when it comes to..well..everything. i didn't even know he was almost there, and i feel horrible about it. yeah, after all these years i'm still oblivious boy. i think it's actually gotten worse though, and that's not good.

yeah.

.xoxo.
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