-- Im due for a miracle.. Im waiting for a sign..
I feel so fucking horrible and i dont know why. I feel all mopy.. tired.. sad.. crying.. and everything else. I dont get why.. is it that im just.. always alone? Im not really sure.. But it really bothers me. I just want to fucking cry. I hate facing reality. Reality always makes me feel like shit. Because my reality is like a nightmare. No one thinks it is. Because no one really knows me. Not many people know what runs through my mind. Times like right now is when i just want to curl in a ball on my bed and cry.. and other times i just want to take a gun to my head or bang my head against the wall. I just dont understand my own feelings. I dont understand me. I dont understand a lot of things.. I wish for once in my life i can see something as a positive thing.. not as a bad thing. Or something to make me happy.. Im fuckin falling apart more and more, day by day. and when someone askes me whats wrong.. they wouldnt understand.. no one probably would.
No words could explain the way I feel
I'm broken, sad, pathetic
How could this keep getting worse
No one cares I must be cursed
No words ever seem to do the trick
Maybe I'm not listening
Paralized by my own sadness
Deafened by the static madness
No words could explain the way I feel
I'm broken, sad, pathetic
How could this keep getting worse
No one cares I must be cursed
No words ever seem to do the trick
Maybe I'm not listening
Paralized by my own sadness
Deafened by the static madness