my testimony

[teen4god]

I don’t remember ever really liking myself when I was little. I felt like I could never be good enough for anyone to love. Everything I tried seemed to fall flat, so I closed myself off from everyone. I figured that by isolating myself my failed attempts to earn love wouldn’t matter. But I was wrong. While most people thought my life was sweet

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You don't recive many posts, do you?

[tofindhelena]

uh? how's it goin' I found your journal on a search of christian youth.
So how was bible college I've been thinking of go to a college like that but I don't think I would like to go to one in the United States though. So you live in New Zealand huh. What's the weather like there? Do you enjoy living there?

Anyway I recently returned to my faith and I am trying to get myself totally buried in God and the blessings of his word. Me and my friend Andy just started up our band, without a singer or a bass player yet, and do not have a name for it I suggested "Hunters Safety" today but I don't think it will play out as that. So do you play any instruments?
I play guitar and Andy plays drums. Even without a bassist or a singer we sound pretty good hence I feel the band will has much promise.

I start, with any luck, college in January or in September. I have no idea what I wanna do for a carer youth pastor is a good possibility now but I don't now for certain if I can make it a livable one. Sedisions sedisions, what to do?

Well I figure I have ranted for long enough now. But we do have alot in common, check it out, so I think you should get ahold of me. I think alot about world travel and am pretty certain I will do so with my schooling. Who knows, I might go to New Zealand to study. Well if I did it sure would be nice to know someone there.

Well...peace be with you.
Daniel

Re: You don't recive many posts, do you?

[teen4god]

hi, New Zealand is cool, i love it. weather is alright, depends on what u like, its colder in the south than in the north. i'm in the south. we get a day of snow once a year lol.
ur band sounds funky. i play the violin, but havent in ages, and keyboard/piano(but not 2 great) i can play the bass a bit, and really wanna learn the guitar(just gotta buy 1 and stuff 1st).
i'm not actually at bible college. i'm thinkin of going in 2007, but not entirely sure. i dont like having to make decisions about my future, it kinda sucks.
i added u 2 my friends.

Re: You don't recive many posts, do you?

[tofindhelena]

Hey you posted back! Cool!

From how you speak of the weather I think I would like New Zealand. It snows all-too-much here in Wisconsin. I don't like the snow, though I am looking forward to it more this year than any othere I have spent in Wisconsin.

Yeah that name was just until we came up with something we like better, Crime Before Birth or Before Sin are our two favorite choices now. Witch do you like?

So write back. Tell me what's goin' on with you and I'll keep in touch as well.

Peace out
Daniel

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[teen4god]

i like crime before birth best.
man i hate exams. i'm sick and so studying 4 exams sucks more than usual lol.
the brother of one of my best friends friend died last night. kinda gutting, didnt know the guy but my friend is kinda a mess.
wat do u get up 2 apart from ur band and stuff?
Ellie