a desperate reach . . . a broken promise. . . an empty dream

[tedybearbaby]

i always manage to do it. when im handed somethign thats almost to good to be true, i have to go and run away from it, and just when i feel like i can handle it again, i let somethgin evil, sick, twisted, and dark about myslef come out. you thought i had problems before, well try me now. you tell me i need help, that i embarass you. well babe

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[winters_song]

i'm sorry crap like this happens to you, i really am... remember i'm here for you if you need me...

[tedybearbaby]

thanks thats really sweet. i did fuck up pretty badly though. i think i kinda deserve this resentment he has twards me, so ill deal and go on. . . i actually have a new b/f his name is david wright. . . if you know danielle wright from bhms then well hes her older brother.
ttyl- madison