Feb 16, 2005 22:56
Well, been attached for a year and 2 months soon.
Been really blessed to have such a understand guy in my life.
Supportive, undertanding and comforting...
During the period when I was running 4 hawker stalls, he was there by my side. Providing support and encouragement. It hurts him to see me lost 6 kgs, it hurts him to see me come home late and see my injuries due to burn, cut or fall.
Although I have given up the stalls and the cafe.. I have also gain someone precious.
Because of me, he made his sacrifies.. club less, gym less, enjoy life less... really appreciate what he has done in giving the securities of a long lasting relationship.
Yeap, this year I'm reaching my 35th birthday... plans to get a place of my own, our own is there. Both of us are looking forward to it. Maybe this year.. maybe next, we will see how our finance goes.
Well, I do pop into the clubs once in awhile since I've switch to a new job. Working 12hrs shift and I do have time off during weekdays and weekends depending on the sets of 6 weeks schedule. Been scouting for my long lost friends.. thank you for being everywhere for me. Do miss the good old times...
Life makes everyone change, if not for the better, the worst. I hope everyone learns a lesson in life when they walk this path. No one is alone... even the most lonely will have someone there for them. The important thing is who will remember the good of you when you go... coz that shows what a sincere heart you have...
My dear friend Damien aka Dirkie, I'm sorry for not being able to be at your wake. Was driving around but just couldn't locate the church where your wake was held. Maybe I wasn't fated not to be there but one thing for sure.... we are connected in way and I miss your presence.. Each time I goes to MayBank to pay my bill, I'll bumped into you without fail. We catch up with a ciggie in hand and we were on our way again. You were there for me when I was lost in Japan. It was cold and I was dumped. Everyday I did the same routine, wake up, internet cafe... you were there online with me to comfort me. Going to Maybank building brings back memories and occasionally, I see you there... well not exactly you... but imagies or someone who resembles u... My Dear friend Damien.. you are missed but not forgotten. Thanks for sharing that warm and sincere heart.
Along the way, I learned that there are things we should do and things we shouldn't. I'm still learning. Forgiveness is what we seek all the time.. but again once we understand ourself, we are forgiven... its that simple yet difficult to achieve.
To friends whom I've got to know of late.. I'm sorry and thankful.