What's going on with my life?
Most of you guys might be asking what's going on with me.
Been missing in action for a long time...
Basically, busy with work... really draining me out and also attached.
Juggling with a tight schedule and relationship is not easy.
Sometimes, I feel like giving up on one of them.. but which one? Some say career some say relationship.
But What do I really want?
Actually, maybe being a sensitive guy ain't a good thing. I tend to feel what others feel. So it very difficult to decide on what I want coz my consideration is ways towards the other party.
In many ways, I do get hurt in return, be it business or relationship.
Guess at my age, most of them are already successful but I'm still here searching.
What am I searching for???
Balancing a career and a relationship is not easy. Really, its really a lot of hardwork.
Maybe bcoz of this, I'm begining to be more absent minded and hence my focus is not there...or just lost.
Scarifies... have I done enough? but to which side...
I need attention too right.. who doesn't.
I need the extra boost in life too... who doesn't
I need the security too... who doesn't.
Keep telling myself making a little more effort each day won't hurt.
Well, maybe it does.. or maybe I'm expecting too much.
there are full of insecurities around... too many. - financial, career and love.
I think I'm loosing my mind and I've lost myself in the past few months. .. i've lost touched with most of my friends...but I can't move around and have time like I used to. Its not an excused.. Doesn't who came to my stall knows how busy I can get... and setting up stalls and stalls where I have no experience in .. who and where am I?
Although I know I'm not alone in this world to feel the same.. but facing it alone is and writing it down here is already signs I'm weakening..
It's scary, isn't it?
Familiar things around me but yet I don't know or own anything.
Been missing in action for a long time...
Basically, busy with work... really draining me out and also attached.
Juggling with a tight schedule and relationship is not easy.
Sometimes, I feel like giving up on one of them.. but which one? Some say career some say relationship.
But What do I really want?
Actually, maybe being a sensitive guy ain't a good thing. I tend to feel what others feel. So it very difficult to decide on what I want coz my consideration is ways towards the other party.
In many ways, I do get hurt in return, be it business or relationship.
Guess at my age, most of them are already successful but I'm still here searching.
What am I searching for???
Balancing a career and a relationship is not easy. Really, its really a lot of hardwork.
Maybe bcoz of this, I'm begining to be more absent minded and hence my focus is not there...or just lost.
Scarifies... have I done enough? but to which side...
I need attention too right.. who doesn't.
I need the extra boost in life too... who doesn't
I need the security too... who doesn't.
Keep telling myself making a little more effort each day won't hurt.
Well, maybe it does.. or maybe I'm expecting too much.
there are full of insecurities around... too many. - financial, career and love.
I think I'm loosing my mind and I've lost myself in the past few months. .. i've lost touched with most of my friends...but I can't move around and have time like I used to. Its not an excused.. Doesn't who came to my stall knows how busy I can get... and setting up stalls and stalls where I have no experience in .. who and where am I?
Although I know I'm not alone in this world to feel the same.. but facing it alone is and writing it down here is already signs I'm weakening..
It's scary, isn't it?
Familiar things around me but yet I don't know or own anything.