ego love
hey hey!
I had the most wonderful moment of today a little bit ago. I got to turn down a booty call!! Im so excited. I just wasnt feelin up to it so I sad no. And whats weird, apparently... and dont tell anyone but Im nice.
I have this wierd thing where compliments are difficult for me to accept, probably insecurities but whose countin. But when people point out when im nice or something equally along that line I start to think about what im doin and then shit gets fucked up... its almost like autopilot. Actually, its more like I have input programs into my brain and soul and when people try to cntrlaltdel my window I have to start writting new code. More of my "lazy magic" like tattoos. Its controling my enviroment without having to think about it, kind of like a good thermostat.
Im very very very wierd but its a hell of a lot of fun.
I love you guys. Especially you Ben.
TedNation
I had the most wonderful moment of today a little bit ago. I got to turn down a booty call!! Im so excited. I just wasnt feelin up to it so I sad no. And whats weird, apparently... and dont tell anyone but Im nice.
I have this wierd thing where compliments are difficult for me to accept, probably insecurities but whose countin. But when people point out when im nice or something equally along that line I start to think about what im doin and then shit gets fucked up... its almost like autopilot. Actually, its more like I have input programs into my brain and soul and when people try to cntrlaltdel my window I have to start writting new code. More of my "lazy magic" like tattoos. Its controling my enviroment without having to think about it, kind of like a good thermostat.
Im very very very wierd but its a hell of a lot of fun.
I love you guys. Especially you Ben.
TedNation