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it pisses me off when people have no respect or care for something you personally love sooooo much.
in my case this is dealing with music. this isn't high school, and you don't have to be involved in an extracurricular that you don't want to be in. it pisses me off that outside of being in 5 music groups and 4 classes i find hours to practice and then other people in my section don't practice at all. you can always tell and since i'm pissed off i'm gonna say they suck, because they do. we're playing holst's first suite in e and my god do i want to cry every time we play through it. it's one of those pieces that gives you chills multiple times throughout, so yes, when i play i put a lot of emotion and effort into it, but when then i turn and look next to me this kid holds his instrument up to his face but doesn't play anything. there's only 1 first, 1 second and 1 third, he neeeeds to play his part because it is vital and still amazingly beautiful but he doesn't. then why are you still here ass hole??? if you don't practice, and ultimately don't even play what is the point? you're not getting a credit, you're not getting paid, and you don't seem to really be playing music because it's just in you and you can't imagine living without it. and it's not like it's an honest effort i'm proud of him for playing and trying, he doesn't even try and it's disrespectful to me.
so now we have to hire trumpet players and perhaps they'll just take over his part and life will go on but still, if this goes on for 4 years i'm gonna blow up
in my case this is dealing with music. this isn't high school, and you don't have to be involved in an extracurricular that you don't want to be in. it pisses me off that outside of being in 5 music groups and 4 classes i find hours to practice and then other people in my section don't practice at all. you can always tell and since i'm pissed off i'm gonna say they suck, because they do. we're playing holst's first suite in e and my god do i want to cry every time we play through it. it's one of those pieces that gives you chills multiple times throughout, so yes, when i play i put a lot of emotion and effort into it, but when then i turn and look next to me this kid holds his instrument up to his face but doesn't play anything. there's only 1 first, 1 second and 1 third, he neeeeds to play his part because it is vital and still amazingly beautiful but he doesn't. then why are you still here ass hole??? if you don't practice, and ultimately don't even play what is the point? you're not getting a credit, you're not getting paid, and you don't seem to really be playing music because it's just in you and you can't imagine living without it. and it's not like it's an honest effort i'm proud of him for playing and trying, he doesn't even try and it's disrespectful to me.
so now we have to hire trumpet players and perhaps they'll just take over his part and life will go on but still, if this goes on for 4 years i'm gonna blow up