Well let me see....

Nov 20, 2006 01:49

Wow. Went back and read almost all of my posts and damn if I'm not depressing. To be honest some times I think it's better that I never have a girlfriends because I know I will always drive them away. I'm a freaking bundle of misery all wrapped up in depression like a present boxed in 5 or 6 boxes and then duck taped shut with a whole roll. Meh....the longer I live the less I seem to care.

What I do love though is our new Wii. ^_^ SO MUCH FUN. Oh and Midna in Twilight Princess is an all time fav character of mine! She is just TOO CUTE. *glee* If I can pry myslelf away from Eureka 7 and the Wii this week I will draw her.

I just love cute things *^_^* One of these days I know it's gonna get me in trouble ;D

Work is work, and life seems to find new ways of being just mean. Well poo on you world >:P You can bite my big bootie!

You know I spend an awful lot of time thinking about myself, and spending too much time in self study is just bad you know? But I think I've finally found out why so much bad things happen to me. Wanna know why? They have to ^_^ To be who I am, to love so many people like I do, to know them now and be able to trust them with my life and anything and everything I have and am I have to live through all these hardships...and you know what? That's fine with me. Jess, Jon, Adam, Jim, Kenny, Mab, all you people. I love the fact that I know you all and I trust you. I love you like familly and I always want to be there for you. Even if I have to redeaming qualities...even if I have things the way I want them now, I wouldn't change anything if that meant I had to give you all up. The poeple I love and care about are the ones, the only things, that give me any joy and meaning to my life.

I'm alive because I am, and for no other reason do I need to have than to be who I am.

On another note, one of my co-workers thinks that gamers are loser who only play games because they are so pathetic that they don't have real lives, and when she tried to tell me that I was pathetic for liking games and anime like I do she caused me to get into a laughting fit that lasted about an hour and got me in trouble with the store manager because I couldn't do much of anything because all I was doing was laughing at her ignorance. Oh my god human being are so pathetic sometimes with their own ignorance about things. It was just too funny. I mean here her kids don't have games and spend all their time studying and working, and she say's I'm a lsoer with no life. *smirk* those kids are going to grow up hating her because they never got to be kids. Hell with grown-ups and to hell with the world. Everyone else can have it. I'll stay 12 and be content with who I am. I'll play my games and not care.....man I feel such a desire to just hit people some times hehehehehe.

*runs off laughing*

eureka 7 & midna *^_^*

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