update
So Heading into the last week before holidays, thank god.
Feeling pretty tired and pretty over the whole amount of bullshit that i have to get done before the holidays proper.
Which includes putting carols on for the community. and various other joyous paperwork thingys.
Oh applied for a job at ACMI yesterday, thanks to everyone who helped out (you know who you are)
Oh and had my last session with my counsellor after 5 years. Was hard but good, realising how much progress I've made over that period of time. Not that its been easy, but at least life isn't a day to day struggle for survival anymore, at least my nerves don't feel like theirs fingernails and chalkboards screeching through my body and my head, achieved much, gotten heaps done :)
So at the moment i find myself looking for a new job, probably a new place to live and a new counsellor too boot.
Feeling tired today, but getting through the workload.
will post more tommorrow when i can think and arent in such a crappy mood. :P
Feeling pretty tired and pretty over the whole amount of bullshit that i have to get done before the holidays proper.
Which includes putting carols on for the community. and various other joyous paperwork thingys.
Oh applied for a job at ACMI yesterday, thanks to everyone who helped out (you know who you are)
Oh and had my last session with my counsellor after 5 years. Was hard but good, realising how much progress I've made over that period of time. Not that its been easy, but at least life isn't a day to day struggle for survival anymore, at least my nerves don't feel like theirs fingernails and chalkboards screeching through my body and my head, achieved much, gotten heaps done :)
So at the moment i find myself looking for a new job, probably a new place to live and a new counsellor too boot.
Feeling tired today, but getting through the workload.
will post more tommorrow when i can think and arent in such a crappy mood. :P