tough times
the ride of ivf is ''over''. The run of injections, of blood draws, of "sonos", of the excruciating process of egg retrieval, of embryo transfer and of hormone therapy is coming to an end.
The process is done and the rest needs to naturally occur. There only so much technology can do.
I was offered, following the embryo transfer, a 2 weeks out of work, which I took because I felt it could only increase our chances of success... and maybe I just wanted vacation.
after 2 week, I get a pregnancy blood test... that will be this coming Monday and I already lost all hope of receiving a positive answer. I had promised my husband to remain positive and hopeful until we actually get the real result but the truth is that I've been bleeding for the last 4 days. I have had cramps and I have lost all tenderness in my breast a few days back. Deep down inside, even thought that is not proof, I get the feeling my body is aligning itself with its normal monthly flush... despite how much we have worked.
I dont understand.
I dont get why things cant just work
The unfairness of it all is absolutely crushing
How many times can a heart be broken until its broken for good?
The process is done and the rest needs to naturally occur. There only so much technology can do.
I was offered, following the embryo transfer, a 2 weeks out of work, which I took because I felt it could only increase our chances of success... and maybe I just wanted vacation.
after 2 week, I get a pregnancy blood test... that will be this coming Monday and I already lost all hope of receiving a positive answer. I had promised my husband to remain positive and hopeful until we actually get the real result but the truth is that I've been bleeding for the last 4 days. I have had cramps and I have lost all tenderness in my breast a few days back. Deep down inside, even thought that is not proof, I get the feeling my body is aligning itself with its normal monthly flush... despite how much we have worked.
I dont understand.
I dont get why things cant just work
The unfairness of it all is absolutely crushing
How many times can a heart be broken until its broken for good?