....nngh.

Going out for the evening to someplace I feel like I can think in. I have Harotan with me.

Private to self

...Unacceptable.

....Going to the bathhouses. Then maybe the church.

[The recorder clicks into life, and when she speaks, it's with a tone of exhaustion.]...So have things calmed down ( Read more... )

...well. It was ill-advised, looking back, but I certainly feel better. Drenched to the bone, but it's nice sometimes to just remind yourself that there are some things you're too small to control. A bit chilly, though ( Read more... )

....I need to snap out of this. I should be glad Rude's gone home. He's safer there. There's no call for me to shut down like this ( Read more... )

Kids? Is everyone alright?

[Filtered from the children, because they worry.]
...I...

....I'm really tired. I wasn't made to care for this many children.

[Private to self, hackable to those close to her]...and what am I going to do ( Read more... )

.....

Not again.

Well, at least I'm back to normal this time.

Tyve. Neena, Johann, Mihael. Saji. Let me know where you are. I could have sworn I wouldn't be having to care for children.