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Jan 06, 2006 22:05

its becoming more evident how little you know me. you dont even know yourself.youre going down a path that is going to end soon. or maybe it wont. self destruction isnt just one of your downfalls. it is everything you aim for. you have dreams but youre too lazy to even attempt to fullfill them. at least you brightened my life a little. i have motivation in ways i havent for years. passion is amazing, but its not everything. you wont listen to anyone and in this case, it will be your ruin. all your friends tell me to hang on. youre worth it when you come around, eventually. can i really waste my life away like this. i feel like you dont want to let me into your life most of the time.

im glad i bought new books yesterday,
im glad i went to the thrift store,
im glad my mom gave me a ton of new candles.
reading tonight will be an adventure.

being alone isnt as bad as i thought.
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