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[technicolorgrl]

im sick and bored with life. i need something exciting before i explode.
i am so alone.
i hate that feeling more than anything.
im sick of trying for you.
i need a little bit of satisfaction, but it seem so far from me.
to be here. this moment depresses me.
i cant have want i want yet again.
and its crushing me.
im empty.
hope of filling again, possible.
i doubt it thought.
im going to recluse.
if you dont hear from me for a few months, dont be suprised.