ummm....yea
But i can barely remember the best times
and it gets harder and harder to find words that rhyme
with pain and blood and everything else
and i can't figure out why i hate myself
i wish i knew when everything changed
then maybe i could conquer this festering pain
that i feel every minute that I'm awake
this can't be right, must be a mistake
God was I really meant to feel this bad?
Me one emotion being sad?
I hope tomorrow is a better day
then maybe i won't just want to lay
in my bed all day and night
and close the blinds to shield the light
i hope that one day you'll finally see
the other, better side of me
the girl living deep inside
that everyone else thought had died
the truth is she's locked up in me
but i need your help to find the key
and it gets harder and harder to find words that rhyme
with pain and blood and everything else
and i can't figure out why i hate myself
i wish i knew when everything changed
then maybe i could conquer this festering pain
that i feel every minute that I'm awake
this can't be right, must be a mistake
God was I really meant to feel this bad?
Me one emotion being sad?
I hope tomorrow is a better day
then maybe i won't just want to lay
in my bed all day and night
and close the blinds to shield the light
i hope that one day you'll finally see
the other, better side of me
the girl living deep inside
that everyone else thought had died
the truth is she's locked up in me
but i need your help to find the key