Mar 04, 2005 17:02
I really just want to enjoy being single. That boy I was talking about,he began muttering the word 'relationship' and I sorta bugged out. Any type of commitment besides my job,school,and my friends is out the door. We can still be friends,just stop calling me so much. When someone picks up on the first ring when you call them,you know its a little weird. Even though he would take me out to the movies and to dinner, I'd rather be doing it with someone I really like. I guess I was trying to convince myself that I liked this guy and blah blah blah but it took me two weeks to figure out where I wanted to go with all of this.
The more and more I realize how much freedom I have now,the more I love it. It feels really good to know that I'm becoming my own person and enjoying life now. I discovered a strength inside me that I never thought I had. I thought I was doomed for life. Nah. Hannah will be home in an hour and we're gonna drink Sparks and beer. Maybe we'll find something interesting to do. Probably. We usually do.
Have a nice day!